Mysterous As Ken

2009-02-12T01:42:00.000-08:00

I am officially a FM Static fan. They are absolutely great. Like hear-it-everywhere-i-am great. Their music to me is perfect. Like how Eminem does it. Michael Jackson. Michael Learns to Rock. Carpenters. Nickelback. The list is unbelievable and too many to name. Say it. Wow. One cannot ever leave without music.

2009-02-03T08:36:00.000-08:00

2008-05-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

Numb/Encore, Linkin Park & Jay-Z, Collision Course album

i todlya i love rap!
I love usher, eminem, Linkin Park, some fort minor:]

2008-05-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

Haha.. Exams are finally over. I can use computer all i want at last!!
AT LAST!
Games, blog, games.
Yea! Today i went to play soccer. Yea, malcolm, it was fun, we know it. But i might be intruding into you and your friends will i?

Probably..

Hey.. i dunno if anyone reads these btu i saw this cat under my block that someone bcuz it has a collar. I went "friednly" with hima nd he ended up following me to my lift, damn cute!
And i tot of leaving him outside the lift cuz he/she dare not come in. But he/she looked at me when the door cose, "meow-ing".
Haha.. Sympathy. I can't conrol it. I went back down and he/she was still there waiting. Im touched, no one really waits for me. I hope she's a girl. Haha!
Ya.. Then i accompany he/she until it lie down and "settle down".

Haha.. And went home play com!

One word, PARADISE is wad i want.
RAP is what i hear.
SLANG is what i say.
SPORTS is what i play.
LOVE is what i dun get.
GIRLS are thsoe i respect.

Im lickin lovin it.

2008-04-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

BTW there was this two girls to the left side of me by the corner of my eye. Kind of looking at me or glancing when i was reading the artticlas at the booth. I think they think im weird or strange. Like why am i looking at the booth. Some people re like that i guess. Hope they actually realised they should care. Bless.

2008-04-26T09:18:00.000-07:00

yessss..
Today, was a great inspiration to me.
firstly, this girl i added form a group conversation came to ask who am i. I realised she has dislike in animal slaughter. But might not be much.

Her school has Earth Day programmes too! Its damn cool.. Lik ehtey will celerbrate or have events to "save earth". But fo course, partly for prizes. Its always like that. They glory.

And i went to Tampines Mall today, i saw this animal rights booth at the last leevl. Its goign on until tmr. Its by ACRES (Animal Concerns Research and Education Society). Not many peopel actually cared, im surprised. I stood aorund for few minutes ot see what people actually react to it. Its disappointing. I was standign there reading their 'articles' and this young lady walked by and asked to sign a petition. Im happy to! I'd told myself i'd be like them one day..

One day, an volunteer, an inspiration, a.. HERO!!

Hmmn.. Wonder if anyone is actually reading this.
Im gona make my blog much more interesting. I AM!
You betcha.

PS Angeline is goign to the Formula Drift at Changi thing, soo cool. Erveryone bug her!!

2008-04-22T08:43:00.001-07:00

One Earth Day is never ever enough.
Everuyday is supposed to be an Earth day.
That, is true sincerity.

2008-04-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

Ohyea.. Yeayeayea..
Linkin Park rocks!
Yes, Hongjun, Kiangleong, Linkin Park rocks baby!

2008-03-21T18:55:00.000-07:00

Heehee.. Another eminem song.
Haha.. Hope that explains what life is, what money is.
Yeaah!

The China Immersion trip was awesome!
I wana thank you everyone who helped me out, if they actually did.
I wana say sorry to everyone who i pissed off-ed, if i actually did.

2008-03-21T18:47:00.000-07:00

Life.. by Marshall Mathers

What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle
put in front of your optical to slow you down
And everytime you think you gotten past it
it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground

What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't looking

What is money?
Money is what makes a man act funny
Money is the root of all evil
Money'll make them same friends come back around
swearing that they was always down

What is life?
I'm tired of life
I'm tired of backstabbing ass snakes with friendly grins
I'm tired of committing so many sins

Tired of always giving in when this bottle of Henny wins
Tired of never having any ends
Tired of having skinny friends hooked on crack and mini-thins
I'm tired of this DJ playing YOUR shit when he spins
Tired of not having a deal
Tired of having to deal with the bullshit without grabbing the steel
Tired of drowning in my sorrow
Tired of having to borrow a dollar for gas to start my Monte Carlo
I'm tired of motherfuckers spraying shit and dartin off
I'm tired of jobs startin off at five fifty an hour
then this boss wonders why I'm smartin off
I'm tired of being fired everytime I fart and cough
Tired of having to work as a gas station clerk
for this jerk breathing down my neck driving me bezerk
I'm tired of using plastic silverware
Tired of working in Building Square
Tired of not being a millionaire

But if I had a million dollars
I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics
If I had a magic wand, I'd make the world suck my dick
without a condom on, while I'm on the john
If I had a million bucks
it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out
robbing armored trucks
If I had one wish
I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss

I'm tired of being white trash, broke and always poor
Tired of taking pop bottles back to the party store
I'm tired of not having a phone
Tired of not having a home to have one in if I did have it on
Tired of not driving a BM
Tired of not working at GM, tired of wanting to be him
Tired of not sleeping without a Tylenol PM
Tired of not performing in a packed coliseum
Tired of not being on tour
Tired of fucking the same blonde whore after work
in the back of a Contour
I'm tired of faking knots with a stack of ones
Having a lack of funds and resorting back to guns
Tired of being stared at
I'm tired of wearing the same damn Nike Air hat
Tired of stepping in clubs wearing the same pair of Lugz
Tired of people saying they're tired of hearing me rap about drugs
Tired of other rappers who ain't bringin half the skill as me
saying they wasn't feeling me on Nobody's As Ill As Me
I'm tired of radio stations telling fibs
Tired of J-L-B saying Where Hip-Hop Lives

But if I had a million dollars
I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics
If I had a magic wand, I'd make the world suck my dick
without a condom on, while I'm on the john
If I had a million bucks
it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out
robbing armored trucks
If I had one wish
I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss

You know what I'm saying?
I'm tired of all of this bullshit
Telling me to be positive
How'm I 'sposed to be positive when I don't see shit positive?
Know what I'm sayin?
I rap about shit around me, shit I see
Know what I'm sayin? Right now I'm tired of everything
Tired of all this player hating that's going on in my own city
Can't get no airplay, you know what I'm sayin?
But hey, it's cool though, you know what I'm sayin?
Just fed up wid it
That's my word ya'll

Eminem. Enjoyed by only some. I don't mind. I enjoy it.

2008-02-13T06:44:00.001-08:00

Wishing eveyrone a happy valentine's day!!

2008-02-07T05:44:00.000-08:00

Haiz.. Love is great..
Haiz..

That innocent girl crushes that popular guy.. That guy who plays the exclusives, acts the extraordinary..

Another guy who justs wanna have fun crushes that complicated girl.. That gir who is unknow to him, who is just friendly, who is the love to him.

Argg..
Haha.. I guess there is this person who reads this and undertsands at least a little don't she?

2008-01-19T22:18:00.001-08:00

More about the earlier post.

Should we be worrid about serial cat killers in Singapore?
Every few months, cats are being tortured or killed here.
In 2006, more than 20 cats were found dead in the western part of the island, strangled with shoelaces, heads smashed in or throats burned.

You see, we humans have vested interest in catching and punishign the abusers -- unless you fancy meeting in a dark alley a serial cat killer who wants to try humans for a change?

Haish..
I can't find youy guys pictures.
haish..
Lucky that you aren't seeing those gross things..

2008-01-19T21:53:00.000-08:00

THIS is Carmen's story:
"I was taken away from my mummy as a baby but was quickly adopted by a new family. Perhaps, I was too trusting but i believe if i gave my love, that was enough"

"Just after my first birthday, I started getting a rash that the doctor said might be genetic. I never complained, trusting that my family would help me through it."

"Little did i realise they had already decided taht i was too much of a burden."

"One day, they bundled me into the car. I thought we were going for a ncie walk but instead they stopped near a deep canal and threw me in. I cried, and cired but they just walked away."

"I spent my days in fear and hunger. There was no day or night, only darkness. My only companions were the rats hovering nearby, waiting for me to die. With no food and only sewage water to sustian me, i thought it was matter of time... "

It makes your blood boil to read it, doesn't it?

If you had read the recent newspaper, Today, on firday, there was an article about dog abuse of a dog named Carmen.
Carmen is a dog.
She was found by an Action for Singapore Dogs (ASD) volunteer starving and completely bald. It took 5 long months of caring to restore the beuty the Boxer had.

If she was human, there should be blood dnations, authorities hunting aroudn the country to bring this act of cruelty to justice.

Just because she is an animal, a dog, doesn't mean anyone can treat her 5 times worse than what we treat humans can we?
Will you?

One story of abuse neglected by another.
Is this worth it?

Try havign a dog for a start. You will know and feel the pain and agony just hearing about this.
People might say : " Carmen's just a dog! Shouldn't you be more concerned about Humans? "
I'd rather not care about humans though. Why should i?
Humans have themselves giving a say and lots of other people speaking up for them; animals cannot.

Imagine:

Tommorrow the news reports: A 4 year old girl was foudn dumped in a deep canal for 3 days until a passerby foudn ehr lying down, starving. Police are now continously finding any clues to the person committing this crime. A island wide search is done.

Imagine.

What if i was a dog.
News reports : A poor dog was dumped into the canal blahblah. We feel that this is so cruel blahblah.
Then tmr they say dog died due to late discovery.

Come'on!
Life could have been much better.

2008-01-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hmm..
what to share now..
the trappe din the rain was very lame?
Was it?
Haish..
if it was a girl instead of kenenth wah shiok!
Haha..
She no need go home alreayd!!
Haha!!!
Jokingjoking..
Nothing is serious about that.

Haha..
Yeayea!
Ya..
Hmm..
I guess im gonna go for some research about the Humans..
But im gonna start like intro.

It has always been said that man evovled from apes.
yeah, that can never be wrong.
Can it?
For many years we looked over records, we belived, we guessed.
We were once apes.
Or maybe just adam and eve?

Hmmm..
We evolved form apes. Did we?
Thats was most "acceptable".
Most "scientific".
I admit it is.
But i love to doubt people.
So i tot..

Man are other life forms.
I told myself.
If not why are we still so stupid.
And why didn't monkeys evolvle as fast as us. That period of tiem we evolved form apes. How could the other animals not evovle too?
We are in the same planet.
Come on!
Haha..
Ya..

I guess i need more information and stuff..
I'd be back for the next post!!

2008-01-16T05:00:00.000-08:00

Ohhh..
Haha..

What a day was it!
Yesterday em and kenneth going home from school, it was raining!

And when we outside gate goign down hill it drizzled and we tot we can chiong to MRT.
Guess what??!!!

We go trapped in the small small shelter at the contruction there..
The construction of the new condo.
ANd rain was like ****!

I was like ****ing wet!
Then in the end kenneth take umbrella protect our bag and got to mrt outside while i chiogn there.
I dun even wanna chiong la..
So bloody wet until chiong also no difference..

Wahh..
But damn damn fun la!!
Siao man!

Haha..
Shiok!
We like idiots go walk the underpass can see thoguh the whole shirt..
Then go toilet wanna squeeze water come out also cannot!! Haish.. then shoe wet sokcs wet.
In the end we threw away our socks and went into MRT like idiots with our footsteps filled with water behind us and the seat damn wet when we went away.

Haha..
ANd we still go eat french fries..
Wahh..
Stomach ache leh!!
Haha..
Ya..

I still go to take bus and one girl sat on my seat when i got off.. She must be soo pissed cuz the seat must be soo wet..
But she looke dlike she did not care.
LoLx..

That day shiok sia..

2008-01-16T04:46:00.000-08:00

Music Music Music..
I can't ever get it off my head.
The tune, the melody, the lyrics, i can't....
But i like it, they call it LOVE.
Addiction.

A picture paints a thousand words..
What about a song?
It plays a role in emotions too!
A song paints a million thoughts!
Even better!!!

Music music..
May it never end.

Haha..
So the next song..
That beautifukl girl i saw, always seems so near but never been.
Why wasn't it me around her??
Why wasn't i the one who accopanies her to places?
Comfort her?
Love her?
Haha..

That beautiful girl i can only dream about, think about, never to talk about.
She was great.

.PERFECT.

My life is brilliant

*Musical Pause*

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

(chorus)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause Ill never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

(chorus)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you.

(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)

There must be an angel, with a smile on her face,
when she thought that I should be with you

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

She shall always be.

2008-01-12T07:05:00.000-08:00

Okay..
Treat all those words down below crap..
Those are all past.
Now,
I wanna apologize.
Apologie to those whom i disturb, insulted, betrayed, injured, hurt.
Im sorry!
I've gotten over it, friends or not, you should get over it:]

I dunno if this song is appropriate but, here goes..

Lyrics :

http://www.seekalyric.com/song/Akon/Sorry__Blame_It_On_Me

As life goes on, I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my sons
I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

(Bridge)

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you (3x)
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

(Instrumentals)

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

(Fade)

2008-01-12T06:48:00.001-08:00

I wanna opologize for all the things i've done to people who knows me, whoever who knew me.
I admit i may have soem kindof temper or thinking..
I dunno what you are thinking.. But if you are my friend, since our life is too boring, im not any worth to you.. But you guys worth a lot to me!

I tell you things i cannot keep inside me.. Or i'd explode!
I have secrets spread all around..

Faiqah, Nurdianah, kenneth, kokyong, junyang..

Faiqah, i knwo you absorbed a lot!
A lot indeed..

Nurdianah, i treeat you like a sister, i bother you with my nonsense, my questions, my everyday shit throwing it at you.. I always wondered if i actually pissed you off bothering you.. You treated me like a brother in North Pole. far away, Not close..

Kenneth, you are just a new friend to me, one year?
I guess thats is just the begining, there is a long way for us. Softball, school glues us together..
And i guess tampines MRT that staircase makes a difference:]
Haha..

Kokyong, i guess you would never be reading this..
Long ago things was that?
How did we become friends i.. Im unsure.. Ypu might forget it too..
i remember we were quite -.-ll last time..
Haha..
Called you everyday talk talk talk for nothing.. Like girls..
doesn't matter, the pst was the past now we go forward. We can only look back.

Junyang..
Junyang..
What a fighter!
A fighter!
I remember how we fought in 2G was it?
Hope that you are okay with it.
Casurina Primary School floor ball star player, a champion, a professional.
Anglican High School Counseller..
To me, a friend, a good firned!
Many things seperated us unfortunately.
CCA, Class, the Holidays, well, OURSELVES.

2008-01-12T06:21:00.000-08:00

I am not a flirt i want to announce.
Because i do not, i repeat, I DO NOT knwo how to flirt.. Unless you care to teach me, i'd be paying for it?
Why not?
I envy those who flirt, those babes, or nice people for the opposite gender around them, left, right, up, down..
Haha..
For me, i look, i observe, i remember, i think, i imagine, i develop.
Yes..
I guess, flirts are guys or girls who are mixing well with the opposite gender and are being favoured.
i have never been well with girls or relaxed with my opposite gender.. Never without using projects, work, games to get close:]
Im shy..

To thsoe flirts out there :

Lyrics :

http://www.seekalyric.com/song/Eminem/Puke

(Sounds of someone puking)

There I go--thinking of you again

[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you

I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem
But off of the dome would probably be a little more,
more suitable for this type of song--whoa
I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of
Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta
So **** it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a
Bout to rattle off some other reasons
I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you
On my arm, but what do I go and do
I go and get another one, now I got two
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin
I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again
My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim
Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it
If you only knew how much I hated you
For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through
Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you
Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who

[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me ****in' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you

I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter
But I thought a song would probably be a little better
Instead of a letter
That you'd probably just shred up--yeah
I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of
How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a
Paper, I'd rather let you see how
Much I ****in' hate you in a freestyle
You're a fuckin' cokehead slut, I hope you fuckin' die
I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye
I hate your fuckin' guts, you ****in' slut--I hope you die
Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie
But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad
It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back
It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna yak
-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag
What else can I do, I haven't got a clue
Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to
But every time I think of you now, all I wanna do
Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke

[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me ****'in sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you, I puke

****'in bitch.

" There is a slim shady inside of all of us, I'd be back "

2008-01-07T06:59:00.000-08:00

Hmmn.. Just too update, i wanna confest..

Hmmn..
Number 1 :

I ahve 4 personalitties.
One personality -- Im a freak.. I do things you nevr imagine that i would do. That include vengence, curiousoty, interest.
Yes, im like that, i will do what i tell myself to do, you don't have to.
I guess my close friends know what i mean by i will do anything. ANYTHING. I guess i told you guys soemthings that i did not prank calls!!! Ya.. I told you guys or girls as a joke but think further..=] Those who knwo me, be proud.. Don't underestimate anyone, including me..

Second personalitty -- This is the side of me who just wanna have fun. Who just like to shout stupid things.. Who like to say hi to peopel! Haha.. Who lieks t disturb other people.. I guess almost everyone knows me that way. Ohyea.. Now you knwo i ain't like that..

Third personality -- One that i guess involves 70% outdorr thigns and sports, active things and 30% accademic. Thats the competitive me. Yea.. Im like haha .. laugh luagh laugh when you disturb me but later i in my heart i remember it forever.. Ya.. Then liek you betetr than me i will in myheart forevr remember that i must beat you .. I must win you.. Cannot lose..

Fourth perosnality -- Hmmmnn.. Here, im smeone who is good, someone who cares, someone who shares, someone who loves.. Yes.. I guess its this blog that im expressign this part of me.. Yea.. The blgo means a lot to me.. Haish.. Haha.. Like this perosnality hates animal slaughter, sees injustice can't sleep at night unless i help, hates selfish people..

Yeshyeshyesh.. Thats all!
Short one..
Like introduction of me .. Yesh..
Hope you can't rememebr what i posted cuz its like i dun wan you to know but nvm..
JUst forget abt it..

2008-01-03T04:53:00.000-08:00

Haha.. Because o today, i wanna dedicate this song.. Hear the lyrics, it means a lot and read them at

Bad Day, Daniel Powter..

Here goes, enjoy

2008-01-03T04:32:00.000-08:00

Ya..
Today many many things happened..

I met kenneth to go to school supposely at 7pm tampines MRT however, it was raining and we wanted to go school early to play softballa nd it was meaningless with all the rain so we decided to sleep longer and meet at 8.15am since we are to assemble at 8.45am.

So as usual i waited for him and he 8.40am then come!
8.40am..
And we take 20 minutes ot go to school!
Sure late!
And we very worried cuz we never late b4 and dunno wad isit gonna be like..
So we chiong.. Wah.. Run man! CHION!!

So everyone was gone! No one outside the school, no one in parade square, no one in clkassroom no one around!
So we chiong up hall and evryone sitting there..
But hengehngheng no student counseller, dunno why so we just sat down with everyone staring at us, our sexy legs as we walk to our class..

Wah.. damn paiseh..
So ya.. Like that..

Then sooo class class class class..
Haiz.. Sec 2 like sian and SOME people in my class so act action.. No names mentionrf later they come find me:]

Ya.. Then after schoool we do homework and stuff..
After doing homework, me and kenneth wanted to go play softball and soccer and basketball so we put our bag into the softball room..
Wahx.. Kenneth can do the CBC push up.. Is must push urself up, clap back then clap front and down.. Wah he damn proffesional man!

Ya.. And when we were happily playing, while the girls trainging.. Yaya.. Play play play until when the girls go keep the stuff in the softball room, we stull play..

Then i say late liow, go back and then i think how we go take our bag.. Ehh.. The girls should have locked the door.. And our bags are in the room.. And the key is inour bag!

How?! How?!
We looked at each other a second or two and chion up to the room.. Henghengheng we saw the girls who had the key and asked them for it.. They were walking out of the school!! If we walk slowly up and never chiong thne wah die.. And if we play like 5 minutes more also die.. Wah henghengheng..
Wah..!!!

If we dun opent he door then have to go home with no bag!!
WTF!!
Go home with no bag!!
Damn funny!!

But actually can go general office ask them for key btu sure kena scolded liek siao..
Haiz..

I knwo what are you thinking right now..
Me and kenneth are two stupid people..
But when you ar in this situation, you will feel very like funny, nice, worried, excoted, scared all mixed togetehr.. So unlucky! Ehhh.. Not unlucky.. Is damn lucky!!
Haha..

Ya..
And its damn cool.. Try it one day!
:]:]
Lock your own bag in a room:]

2008-01-03T04:23:00.001-08:00

Haha..
I wanna say this to give my greatest thanks to kenneth:]

When i tod him that :

" remember i broke the fan? Wahx.. I kik the ball then hit the board on the ceiling.. Wah.. Than ball hit the fan and the board hit the fan and it flew everywhere! Wah.. Henghengheng sia.. No oen injured althou8gh whole class there.. Then i still ahve to pay for the fan!!!! HAIZ! "

And he said :

" This is all fate.. "

Wah!
That was the most conforting, heart-warming, comfortable, unforgetable, lovable, likable, heartening.. ermmm.. nice, good.. ermmm..

BEST BEST BEST BEST OF BEST

Words of comfort that i ever heard..
KENNETH!!

Haha.. Irony..
I have always felt this all have been my fault, everything i done worn no matter what have been my fault.. Wadever this wadever that was my fault.. Yes..
And it made me feel very light..

Its just fate.
Fate.
Fate is wad it is.

So now i tell everyone of you out there, it is just fate for wad yo have done wrong.
So dun worry and carry on with our wonderful life!

2008-01-03T04:17:00.000-08:00

一次被咬，
永远没鸟。

Once bitten,
forever cockless.

This is all fate.. Dun underesitmate fate..

Haha..
Kenneth-hongjun-junwei best friend sia..
Because of softball we become better friends:]:]
Right kenneth!!

Haha.. Softball-ers rocks!!

Softball is our life!! No one will understnd..

2008-01-02T04:00:00.001-08:00

heyheyhey..
Saw this documentary called " Bowling For Columbine "..
A documentary about the shooting at columbine university, ro was it high school?\
Ermm.. I guess i'll go have some research and expect the next boring post about it!!

Comlumbine Shootting.. Shaked American..

2008-01-02T04:00:00.000-08:00

2007-12-26T04:10:00.000-08:00

That was seriously lame..

OhkOHk..

Somethign better up..
Srty..
Down..

I have some uestions o ask, ask yourself if u wan..
But i wanna share this..

If u know me enuf, i may quarrel with u for anythign, liek i dun wan to lose.. So recently, i quarrelled with someone abt what will he do when the world ends..

And i say like if the world ends, what will he do?
We gave each other exmples..
Like there was one volcanic eruption that occured in philipines somewhere in history and the ash filled travelled around asia, i dunno isit true but he gave to example and he say it was so big and the ash filled all around the volcano was so much no one could survive.. So i say at least must try to run what, try to survive but he say cannot!

I say can!
At least must run wad..
And then i used another eample..
If a nuclear bomb striked and you say a bomb dropping and u are outside a bomb shelter.. So you must at least tyr to go in wad!!
VBut he say no use wad go in for wad?
SURVIVE LA!!
-.-ll
Att least can try to survive cuz in the end die also what..
Stand therr also die..
U try to survive there is at least 1% chance to survive..

Arggg!!
Forget it..
I'm gonna stop here..
Its very..

ARGGG..
Blood pressure will rise one..
Cya!

2007-12-25T03:19:00.000-08:00

Haha.. This post is dedicated to a special friend:] Seriously friend. FRIEND. Yes.. Special person.. Now overseas..

I guess i owed it to that person that i did not send my farewell message before she boarded the plane.. >:[
I will not foprgive myself for it! Haha.. Jkjkjk..

Its a song.. For fun, laughter, peace and joy, i created it!
So here goes, first song,
(not rap music, i listen too much of it, im quite sianx already)

Sooo, DJ K-entie, Matchbox Twenty with Unwell..

Lyrics :

All Day,
Staring at the ceiling making,
Frens with shadows on my wall..

All night,
Hearing voices telling me that i should get some sleep,
Cause tommorrow might be good for something,
Oh no, feeling like im heading for a
Breakdown,
I don't know why..

Im not crazy,
Im just a little unwell,
I know right now u can't tell,
But stay awhile and then u'll see,
A different side of me..

im not crazy im just a little impaired
I know right now u dun care,
But soon enuf u'll think of me,
And how i used to be..
Me..

Talking to myself in public,
Dodging glances on the train,
And i know,
I know that they've all been talking abt me,
I can hear the whisper,
And it makes me think there must be soemthing wrong,
With me,
Out of all the hours thinking,
Somehow i've lost my mind..

Im not crazy,
Im just a little unwell,
I know right now i know u can't tell,
But wait awhile and then u'll see,
A different side of me..

Im not crazy im just a little impaired,
I know right now u dun care,
But soon enuf u'll think of me,
and how i used to be..

i've been talking in my sleep
pretty soon they'll come to get me

and their tajking me home

Im not crazy
Im just a lil unwell
I know right now i know u can't tell,
But wait awhile and then u'll see,
A different side of me..

im not crazy im just a lil impaired
I know right now u dun care,
But soon enuf u'll think of me,
and how i used to be..

......... ...... .......

Thats all!
Thank You for so much to come to this point, the end of the song..
ILOVEU!!
U are the greatest people..
Well, if u just scrolled down, please feel a little guilty and at least go up again and listen to the song with the lyrics..

2nd song, is also dedicated to that same person..
DJ K-entie, Simple Plan with Perfect, satying how much he is sorry for not messaging that message before the flight..

LAME RIGHT?
Nvm.. At least i tried..

Perfect, Simple PLan Lyrics :

Hey dad(cyhange dad to the person, my fren overseas) look at me,
Think back and talk to me,
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along..

And now I try hard to make it,
I just want to make you proud,
I'm never gonna be good enough for you,
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me..

'Cuz we lost it all,
Nothing lasts forever.
I'm sorry,
I can't be perfect.
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back,
I'm sorry ,
I can't be perfect

I try not to think,
About the pain I feel inside,
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me,
Now seem so far away,
And it feels like you don't care anymore..

And now I try hard to make it,
I just want to make you proud..
I'm never gonna be good enough for you!
I can't stand another fight,
And nothing's alright..

'Cuz we lost it all ,
Nothing lasts forever.
I'm sorry ,
I can't be perfect..
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back..
I'm sorry ,
I can't be perfect..

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said,
Nothing's gonna make this right again..
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all ,
Nothing lasts forever..
I'm sorry ,
I can't be perfect..
Now it's just too late and ,
We can't go back..
I'm sorry ,
I can't be perfect.. (x 2)

Thank you thank you for coming until here.. That was two songs.. I wanted to put more!!
Argg.. Got my own thigns to do.. Sorry.. Pl tag if u dun understand what the song means to me and how it links to how i feel or smthn..

Its the lyrics that sort of describes me.. :]:}:}

2007-12-25T01:24:00.000-08:00

I Am Legen was a nice nice nice NICE show!
Love it!
Thrills..

And now i decided.. The thing that happened in I Am Legend would happen one day.. Just one day.. Wait and see..

I recommend everyone to watch it, merely just for fun and for the experience.. By the way you also can wait a few years and mediacorp cahnnel 5 will surely show it on TV.

I'm gonna watch it again..

ANYWAY, i saw this girl, from my mindchamps class, just to the people whom i told abt the class, u noe how i feel.. :]
Haha..

Good luck faiqah on her journey at Australia!!
Come back soon eh! (safely)

EE.. my blog is going to change to personal recounts.. Grr >:[
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2007-12-14T06:06:00.000-08:00

Hmm..
I Am Legend is coming, and guess wad, i bet'cha it'll earn millions, a big hit.

Just want t talk about what kind of movies people like..

I believe, we like movies like I Am Legend, the Day After Tommorrow, Star Wars, Final Fantasy, Alien Vs Predator etc...

We admit we ike these movies, so do i.
Why not?
People have always been curious about what happens and will happen in the future yea?
Ya.. Possiblities are like a Nuclear disaster, very probably, with hatred and the race to wh controls each other, i believe one day ouroiety will eventualy end up in wars, never ending fighting.

Some people might not like that idea, how about something similar?
An unkown virus? Same reasons, ths maybe foolish acts of unhappy people, creating some kind of deadly virus that no one ever trys to use, to destroy a grou of hated people?
Why not, in our society, i believe any is possible. Secrets and the believe of not creating chaos is what keeps what we really doesn't know about te world that some might know. Secrecy.

And the common ear people may have to the end the world, natural disaster. While we apreciate what god gave us - the all calming, pretty wrld of plants and animals, nature, we all have thought and heard its destruction.
To thin about it, not onli may natural disasters like floods, earthquakes, droughts face threats.
Will meteorites which fly pass earth hit earth one day?
We have to wait and see..

Choices are what we have to end the world, what about this, what about that, the list never ends..
What we hold is time.
So cherish it..
And while we have our daily lives, movies fills up our list, we just only wait and wait..

The Future Is Never Told, We Create it.

2007-12-03T05:30:00.000-08:00

Yo man..
EMIN3M still rocks.. Not for long i guess..

Haha.. What o you want me to talk about?

My softball camp?

My mindchamps courses - Succe For Life or Empower U or Confident Communicator?

Yea man.. Ya.. So which one?
30 seconds to think about it..

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Dun feel like already.. SORRY.. LoLx..

No la.. Another daythen post again.. No time!!

2007-11-12T00:51:00.000-08:00

I believe i have no absolute power to change your life.You do it yourself.

Life aren't about games..

In OUR generation,
Life is to change, to love, to experience, to give your help to others to do these..

2007-11-09T03:47:00.000-08:00

Today's in for .... NANOTECHNOLOGY !!

some things to know : about 2 nanometer is aboutthe size of a DNA double helix .

Its 1st mentioned by Richard Feynman , December 29 , 1959 . He said , in the future , there'll be the ability to manipulate individual atoms and molecules might be developed , with gavity and surface tnsions being less important and that Van der Waals [what the ...] will be more important .

My VIEW is , if with all these technology , combined with the information in books , reports and guesses , what'll be the world made of .

In example , when aluminium is broken down that small to nanometers , it explodes .
In that case , it can be used to enerate electricity and also , allow bombs to be even more powerful and easier to make .

In the near near near future , maybe some 3 years , i bet nanotachnology would be good enuf to take over many things now . But , the government will never release information until they think its ready , most likely in some 6 years or 8 years , nanotechnology may be used in homes and 10 or more years , it'll be international and popular .

enviroment now .
why can't anyone be just that little frienly to the enviroment ???

can't we just take the MRT instead of taxi ???

can't we just not smoke ??

can't we just don't use too much electricity ??

can't we just .... those are just normal day things we can remove whenever we want .

why not just don't do it ???

2007-10-26T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys!
Like my new blog skin?
Remember to tag again...
One Important thing to mention or to Share..

Have you ever wondered what you would Wish when you are in your birthday party or see a shooting star?
Its one and only chane of a shooting stars, would you want to miss it just like this?
If you seen a shooting star, tell me, i'd be interested.. For me, i have never seen one.

Lets trigger this idea of what you would wish so you'd be ready..
My wish would be :

1. I wish i can help myself to achieve my dreams.
2. I wish to be the best person i want and i can.
3. I want a happy life.
4. I want to have things i want to have.
5. Peace.

Ok.. Thats for me.. A girl would make me happy(;
Please give your opinion on what you think about wishes. Maybe tag some bizzare wishes too!
Feel free!

2007-09-23T01:13:00.000-07:00

Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism.

Is he a sportsman?Why?

How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a 'sport'!?

Killing baby seals. They call it a 'sport'..
You want to call this a sport ?

You're our only hope !!!

This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..

Dont turn your back on us, we are defenseless

I know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain.

We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW...What gives him the right to kill us?

Who is he to decide about life and death?

What kind of sport is this?

I didnt harm anyone.

I was just swimming around..

Please help me and my friends...

You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...Please help us Please dont leave us alone...

STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS

You can make a statement by reposting this to get as many people as you can to repost this.

Bring these murderers to the attention of world leaders.

Thank you!!!!

REPOST THIS.

Living creatures are suffering for your comfort.

If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one.

No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night.

THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT.THIS IS.

This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped.

The following images are of animals that have been used for consumer product testing. They are graphic.

If you have a heart you'll repost this.IF YOU DONT REPOST MAYBE YOU NEED TESTING ON YOURSELF.

2007-09-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

At your OWN RISKS, scoll down.. However, terms and conditions apply..

1. Do not say my blog sucks because you saw some things below.. It is because yuo wanted to, not i suck.

2. Do not blame me, you wanted to see it.

3. Wanting to see because you do not know wad it is about and just thought it was nothing, I don't care, it is NOT an excuse i repeat.

4. Saying you just wanted to see other posts thus scrolling down is NOT an excuse. NOT an excuse i repeat.

5. Do not charge me if you didn't read this.. It is
clear enough.

AT YOUR OWN RISK..

Click on these links at your OWN RISKS.. It shows gory deat pictures of animal slughter.. And i believe eating while looking is strongly not encouraged.. At your OWN RISK i repeat..

To let you know, it shows the process of killing it.. Maybe you want to read my posts below before seeing it.

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http://www.slaughterhousecam.com/cams/index.html

Okay.. i will start with the slaughter of animals..

For chickens, i believe they kill with machines like , most likely, KFC do.

When people do not have enough money for machines, they catch chickens in cages, chop their heads on baords. When they do this, blood will flow out into a pail. Then the wil skin the ckicken or boil then in boiling hot water for featehrs to get off.

Do you want to know more?

If you do not, just don't.. At your OWN RISKS..

okay... You decided to check it out..

Cows and pigs..

1. They trap cows or pigs in a cage, shoot them after feeding them drugs, damn lot of food. So being shot, the cow or pig dies.

2. hey will cut their neck for the blood to be released so it can be sold.

3. The blood will flow out when the 'killers' turn the cow or pig upside down into a pail.

4. When enoguh blood flows out, the pail should be filled almost full with blood.

5. Then they so called skin the pig or cow by sometimes pulling the inter flesh cuz there blood flowing around the body that part is empty.

OKayokay.. For my own feelings, if you do want to know about animal slaughter and want to know more, see the video. I think animal slaughter is strongly disencouraged. I do not approve it of course. But if you know, many cases of animal slaughter have been pardoned and unpunished.

Oh Yea, who says we can let crime past if there is high demand for it. Celebrities get punished. Government get punished, who says killing animals won't get you unpunished. But you can go kill animals but get unpunished. Can you believe this?

It IS murder.. Just because you want it, she want it, he want it, they want it, we do not stop it? Do we? DO WE?

It believe it is totally unfair. So why can't i walk out of my house, take a pistol, shoot down someone, slice their neck, pour their blood out, skin them, cook them as food?

Why not?

f we like the taste, why not?

If you want it, she want it, he want it, they want it, why not?

We can do it one day?

One day this should happen, with cages.

This is outrageous! Totally!

2007-09-01T02:55:00.001-07:00

Today, after my calligraphy classes, i discussed with my dad some of world domination or world war issues..

I started off by asking about oil.. n and afganistan.
We talked about the U.S. trying to get oil from countries such as Afganstan, Iraq, Iran, China. Some countries sle, some not. Iranq and China are stable and prospering nations, by little. We concluded that by saying that tis will end up in a world war.

We talked again, now about nuclear power. We decided if a war goes, the most powerful technology country would be Japan. You see, after the world war 2, Japan signed a contract on never to use their talents on military weapons. Howver, as you know, their technology has be increasing repidly in these years. If Japan were to disobey and go against the contract and to create new and very powerful weapons, it would be chaos as every country will start to break their promises and a war might be coming straight at us.

I also asked how did North Korea did the nuclear thing that came out in the newspaprs all tose days. He said cuz North Korera wanted the nulear Technology and U.S. disagreed. I asked why U.S. didn't just go into their country and spy or go against them by big amounts, maybe war. He said if they did that, every country would also do that. Every country would break rules.

Then we talked about why U.S is the most powerful and then decided: U.S. has the best technology, other than Japan. It is als the country who mastered the nuclear power. It is lso the country with most manpower. However, U.S. also uses this advantage for negative things like "threatening" for oil etcetc.. They take contracts to help a country in return for oil. Once they have enough oil, they may just control the world.

Thats all, hope you understood what i said!!
:))

2007-09-01T02:46:00.000-07:00

An annoymous, annoymous to you, my fren. She opened this green widows live messenegr chat box.. She then started complaining about he daily.. Daily.. complains..

She said her frens were leaving her alone.. She said.. No one wants to , talk t her.
I wounldn't know if it was fictin but it was better to say something..

Generally, i told her to get closer to that fren of hers and be a best person she can.

Why? She has to tryto get closer so as to fill the friendship hole, pull her friend's boat back to her.

Why should be the best person she can?
If someone leaves you alone, how'd you feel? Isn't it better to be the best person you can so that you will not be hurting anyone. At least try yea?

I believe in ur head you will thin, wad kindof bloody crap is he saying?
But do not worry, i enjoy it.

2007-08-19T02:39:00.001-07:00

Many people have been complaining about my msn , kenlam1994@hotmail.com , and its display essages.. i mentioned about FREEHUGS, saving the earth, and sving the animals..

People have been calling me crazy, weird but it does ot haveany effect on me.

Firstly, what is so bad about FREEHUGS? At least i care about people.. Friends, close ones and moreover strangers. Even though i do not show it, you can say and i will admit, i do care. I am a preson who can, take consequences for a friend. But will the person appreciate it, i guess that is not a reason.

How about you, do you care for others? I bet you do care for your frens.. Your close ones.. But strangers.. Will you comfort them if they're down?Will you even give them a hug?

Secondly, animals.. You know it.. Yo dun want to know how do they kill them.. You dun.. If you want, find me..

Thirdly, saving the earth, i want to emphasize this cuz many people are taking advantage ofthese to do many different things, indirectly harming the earth back.

And one of my frens compained to me that s missed out frenship.

i said, " how did you make frens when you didn't have any, do it again"

she complained that no one wants to be frens with her .
i said " arent there many people who have no frenship like you, moreover love. Approach them, care for them, then you will get frenship, would you?"

she also said she hada broken heart

i said " a broken heart can be fixed, a fixed heart can be broken. Don'teven try to break it if you dun like it"

Ifeel what i said makes sense, of course, who don't think their wisewords make sense?
What about you?

2007-08-17T08:59:00.000-07:00

My Five Greatest Wishes for Humanity and the Enviroment [not in order] :

- May Animal slaughter b stopped, reduced to a standard less than 10% of humans eat it everyday.

- May Humans stop taking natural rsources, contributing Carbon Dioxide [CO2] to the enviroment and Global warming to be reduced to about less than 20% of what it is now.

- May Humans create peace with themselves, among themselves and stop disasters sch as wars.

- May Huamns stop extremely cruel, irresponsible, unreasonable and imature actions like killing any living thing for their own demands, sabotaging, stealing to government issues like Special Spy Forces of Assasination.

-May Humanity prosper with the enviroment in an extremely positive way.

My Own 5 Wishes [not in order] :

- May my dreams and wants come true for me, always

Next time then tellyou four more!!!

2007-08-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

Today, Professor Ken is going to talk about FREEHUGS..

Basically, i feel that freehugs is a very .. something to show concern and affection very easily and should

NEVER be taken advantage of!!

For example:

Onderessed guy, maybbecuz of work, is feeling damn down(emo, if you want) walks along the street. He pes a guy holding a banner, thinking what a fool he is. Then realisehe is giving FREEHUGS. He'll think :

'' This guy here actualy concerns, he actually cares!! I'll FREEHUG him!! ''

Even without if the person cares or not, upon seeing this, look into your deepest most mature feelings and it will be extremely pleasant for someone, human.

Even for a stranger, having a normal day of shoping, school, work or anything.. Just giv a FREEHUG..

You nevr kow UNTIL you TRY..

My wish that this affinity will spread wide and far. Every person every living organism every thing.

May it be great, greatest.

2007-08-11T22:32:00.000-07:00

Blogging doesn't mean you are gay does it?

Neither does the skin says?

Does it?

I'm telling you, MANLY, it doesn't..

Yeah!!

2007-08-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

Wenesday,

National Day celebration..

Wore ared outward bound T-shirt and uniform pants..

Almost late..

Found my class and sat on the bench.

nothing much but just singign songs and all..

then got treeplanting..

Then watched 'The Simpsons' with edna, shaun, jason, mandy, huiyi.
Talking about sense of humour..

AND jason sucks at racing car games at the arcade!!
HAHAHA!!

2007-07-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

This two days days were talks, more games and some deep emotional thinking.

We had activities in our groups and we learnt damn lot..

2007-07-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

Went for Mindchamps's Empoer U programe at 5pm today, just after school.
I skipped softball too..

It was at the Home Team NS building,direct opposite of HDB Hub Mall, ToaPayoh, across the highway. Basiccally, this is a club house for poeple mainly in the civil defence or so.

Well, checked the place out and knew it well. Sined my name in and then waited. And waited.

I lagged behind when the 'they' told me to move up faster. Made a new friend Derel, from this private school named St Luciz Methodist Smthn. Wished he was a girl, woudn't it be better(heehee).

Found my firends from my previous course 'Succes 4 Life' which i kindof enjoyed..

Of course, i sat down.

The course was by two Australians, BrentWillams and TakiMoore. Both ere wonderful people, fantastic minds.

We started of with a game where we had to throw our shoes into a circle we made and then pick a shoe and give yourself an introduction. I did not doanything as my new fren Derel purposely took my shoe so no intro for me.. Haiz.. Sux..

Since i paid big bucks for this course, why should i waste my time, i had to give my 110% best.

Sencond game was to find as many signatures to fill up a piece of paper.. Its like those games they have questions on it and sign if you did the thing mentioned etc. I didn't win..

Okay.. More games:

Game:
1. Form a cicle
2. Put our hands in thecircle, joining both hands to one person opposite of you, not the smae person.
3. Hands, al untagled, try to make into a circle.

*My group had a hard time as one girl was locked.

Another Game :
1. Join Legs and Hands
2. Try to lift the person up
3. Expand the number -- 2,4,8,16

Last:

Hula Hoop passing around game

AND we went HOME..

Zzzz..ZZ..ZZ

I enjoyed it a lot anyway..

2006-06-26T05:41:00.000-07:00

I wish my blogspot can be spread...
My own blogspot...